Good on paper but…

As I mentioned, I need to change my blog title to clearly explain who and what i am.

Turns out i am good on paper but not always so good in reality. Good theory that just does not always translate exactly in applied practice.

The idea of me is tantalizing to some. But when I do not deliver on those fantasies, it is not so great. I am a tad stubborn.

I mentioned before that I have rules, limits and preferences.

I am so terrible, I am laughing, not even discouraged from being the self-centered wench that I am.

I need to see how much I can change, without having to re-do this entire blog.

I am still AH- Aneris Harmonia. The Academic Hooker.

I shall not change my initials to gee oh pee. Oh no! That is soooo not me.

Your cock, I mean. Away from my face.

I don’t want to suck it. I do not want your hot & sticky nut in my hair, eyelashes or nose. I don’t feel sexy batting my eyes furiously against the sting of a semen droplet on my tender eyeball.

Don’t get me wrong. oral sex is fine. An extended bout of 69 with the right man is divine. But not with everyone.

Why?

Because it goes from a thing of pleasure to an instrument of derision. The most common insult in the make arsenal is “suck my dick”. So, am I supposed to be thrilled to suck selfsame dick?

A while ago, I was seeing a very nice guy. He was always ready to dip his face in my undies and treat me to oral delights. I once asked him was he doing it because he liked it or it licking in escrow?

He said both. But he did want it done to him especially since his wife did not do it often.

I reminded him that we have endless ways to get each off, so please, don’t limit yourself. I am not ready to suck you off often, either.

Some eyebrows may be raised at this point, as after all, I am supposed to be be accommodating.

I am, to a slight degree.

It is good I have my own money and don’t need these generous friends of mine.

I would be stranded up that proverbial creek with my attitude, now wouldn’t I?

Men can be odd when they think about money and women.

Some are just generous to all, some only give to the ’special girl’. Others put their wives on a tight budget.

I walk a thin line: they need to know I like them and their money.  It is not easy to do.

There are men that I will not bother with, no matter what they seek to give me. Money is not my only motivation.

There are men who are so seductive to me, that I give them a discount.

I won’t give out a freebie, however.

I have not posted, because I have hardly enough time to sleep.

I had a very good Valentine’s Day because I received my fav gift-cash-for nothng but my winning smile.

I have a few friends that think I am wonderful.

I met a  younger man who does commerical development. he is busy but he does like to spend.

I am on my way back to Europe for a bit. I have 3 men to see.

I am tired but I miss writing. I bought a new notebook ( out of my Valentine;s funds), so I should be posting more often.

Fingers crossed on that.